Hello, I have not written in my blog since the pandemic first hit the US in March. As with all of you, so much has happened.
I am currently expecting baby #2! Piltsintli is going to daycare where they are implementing all the COVID safe protocols, and I’m about to start teaching two online courses. Life has been full, both with joys but also with pain.
Quarantining has been our world. It has been a non-ending cycle of washing hands, mask-wearing, sanitizing everything, and worrying about loved ones. We don’t really see our family much. We’ve had a couple of close calls with exposures to the virus, so we’ve been trying to be careful. But it’s been hard.
And then with my pregnancy its an added worry. We found out in the summer we were expecting, and it’s been so joyful to bring this new person into the world. But the world is literally on fire and tensions are so high. A pandemic is ravaging the world. Children are still separated from their families at the border. There seems to be no end in sight.
And then there’s the continuous murdering of Black and Brown people. So we claim with all our hearts that Black Lives Matter. And we’ve lost friends over it. Yet I trust in God that the cause of decrying the murder of innocent lives of Black and Brown people, centering their experience, and celebrating their triumphs are all causes that honor the Lord.
So we pray. We trust in God. He is really our only hope. I trust in God that He will protect our family, and we do our part in social distancing, wearing our masks, hand-washing, and staying home as much as possible.
The pandemic has really made my husband and I really focus inwardly in our home, relationship, and prioritize what is necessary in our careers while letting go of what gets in our way of our ultimate goal of honoring the Lord, as it says in Colossians 3:17 “And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.”
This is the verse I’m clinging onto as I look to honor God in decrying the continuous murder of Black and Brown people, refusing to have peace with oppressors, and teaching my children that they are Brown and made in the image of God.